Well, „rainy days“ refers to the weather as well as to my mood of the last days. All the university projects are stressing me out a lot and I keep panicking. It’s not that I don’t like working hard, but I have to at least know *how* I am supposed to complete a task. That’s not often the case here unfortunately. One reason might be that the Dutch students have a lot more experience with marketing and project work – which I haven’t. Thank you FH Dortmund for doing such a crappy job in preparing me for this!
But anyway. I have decided to make a few changes in my studies that involve just doing 30 ECTS in two semesters (instead of 60). I can drop a few of my courses and choose different ones next semester – hoping that I will finally be interested in a topic instead of realizing that it’s not the right thing for me. And besides that, I can focus on finding my passion!